I hit a milestone that should have felt like a dream—a 7,000-unit wholesale order—but instead, I felt like I was drowning. I realized I was 'performing' wellness instead of living it. Here is the raw truth about why I let my dream order fall apart, why I went dark on social media for two weeks, and how a Crown Chakra energy audit saved my peace just in time for Spring.

I woke up last Tuesday bored. Not because I had nothing to do, but because I was bored with the version of me I’ve been playing. I realized I had spent so much time keeping the peace for everyone else that I accidentally built a cage around my own joy. If you’ve lost your 'spark' to the endless loop of responsibility, this is your invitation to a jailbreak.

I spent years hunting for 'gold stars' at work and holding my tongue at home just to keep the peace. I thought I was being a 'good' person, but I was actually training myself to disappear. If you’re a fellow people-pleaser who feels stuck, uninspired, or 'frozen' even when you’re busy—this isn't a personality flaw. It’s a caged Sacral Chakra. It’s time to stop being a placeholder in your own life and start asking the scariest question of all: What do I actually want?